Beware: Don't make me straight ,else, I'll bend you.

Nakakatawa, specially when I come across people who are convincing me to be straight.

Una, Once you're out...there's no coming back. Heller! ang hirap kong kinimkim tong nararamdaman ko. And it's been a long and tedious process of knowing who I really am. Though, I'm not out yet to my family, eventually, I feel that anytime soon I will tell them.

Pangalawa, I've tried it but never liked it. Wala na talaga silang magagawa kasi noong panahong nagtry ako sa girl eh nagrerepel talaga ang katawan ko. It's one honest proof that I'm not meant for sleeping with girls. I remember a time when a girl in Malate snatched a kiss from me in one of those sleazy bars and pinagbigyan ko sya. Pero...wala talaga.

Pangatlo, I am who I am. I had a chat with this Palestinian acquaintance last night. Ang dami nyang theories kung paano nadevelop ang bading. Na kung ang bading laging kasama lalake magiging lalake sya. Na kaya ako nagiging bading is lagi kong kasama mga bading. Ayun kakapilit nyang iconvert ako...nauwi tuloy sa FIRE EXIT ang usapan. In the end, after kong matapos ang kamunduhan namin. Sabi ko sa kanya..."I won", sabay ngiti at baba ko sa elevator.